((This is my actual feeling rn))Mags) "I already can't do this anymore. I'm here for a new start, and It's heading the same place it did in the beginning in Nebraska.. I just want to take a whole bottle of sleeping pills and never wake up again. I want it over now. I deserve to be sad, and depressed, and unhappy. I'm actually a despicable human being. No one should like me, I don't know why Jason even kissed me. I'm not pretty. I'm ugly. I don't deserve to have someone love me.