Baby, I think you're lying or fooling yourself when you said you are ok. If you were ok, then why don't I exist anymore? I definitely lied when I said I was - because I'm NOT. I love and miss you so much.
"In the end we only regret the chances we didn't take." So be risky because you would rather look back and say I can't believe I did that instead of I can't believe I didn't do that. I do regret that amazing chance that I didn't take.