Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one will hear you and waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart. For everyting to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.
It hit me so hard from birth to today 22 yrs. slowly slowing down . what a HELL HOLE! Best thing I ever did was care for myself and ran as far as I could from that side of life. To the happy people with fire inside to be courageous and not dangerous