She’s amazing, intelligent, gifted, real, loyal, trustworthy, independent, beautiful, strong, capable, willing, outspoken, shy, awkward, at times insecure, sometimes hurt but still manages to crack a smile when she’d really like to cry……She’s just herself & one day she’ll mean everything to one person, the person who deserves her, while she deserves the best.
Sometimes, I look out the window on the bus and pretend to be amazed by the things outside, even though I've seen the same thing 147 times, just so people don't know how lonely I am. I'm to shy to talk to the people around me because I think they will judge me just like they judged some of my friends. So I stay quiet and stare out the window on the bus, watching the world go by. ~☠~
This picture shows a girl saying not to judge her on outward appearance. This is exactly how I feel every day I come to school. I'm probably not seen as a cheerful person or a confident person. I may seem unfriendly and glum. The truth is, I always feel uncomfortable and shy. But if you get to know me better you would know I'm extremely talkative, smiley, and confident in a sense. Also that I speak my mind and am very logical as well as immature at times. God give me will to be who I truly am.
So me!!!! You first meet me and you think oh she's shy. A little while later... HOW DID I EVER THINK SHE WAS SHY!!! I don't like to have lots of people all looking at me. I prefer small groups of people to big groups. Some of my friends think I am the craziest person ever and still others think I am quiet and shy. I am trying to decide what I am so give me time.
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It's okay to lean on others from time to time, but making them your escape (or therapist, or parent, etc.) is a heavy burden to place on another person. People shy away when we are needy or desperate, not because they don't care for us, but because we over burden them in some fashion. If you find you lean too much on others, inner work will help you find your way out of that. There is hope!