Not pretend, but our friendship's over now (or maybe not, I don't know) and messaging him to tell him that I miss him is just inappropriate. I doubt it'll be fine for him to be my friend again. Knowing him.
Missing someone is your heart's way of reminding you that you love them. I miss you so much. I worried about your neck and not being able to talk to you to see how you are feeling is killing me. I miss you so much Baby Girl it hurts. I love you darlin
I even miss you when you give me a hard time. I miss you calling my teeth nubs, because you're right. I miss everything we once had. I miss worship together. I miss bible study together. I miss your family. I miss us.