Philophobia: fear of emotional attachment; fear of being in, or falling in love. There is no real love to be found in toxic relationships, and the only emotional attachment you will form will be an unhealthy one.
I'm just so scared to touch happiness only to have it taken away again. Maybe that's why I push everyone away and maybe that's why I'm so guarded. But I don't think I can even touch it without love. I don't know how to love, not at all
Often, when we’re afraid about the future or experiencing anxiety about where our life is going, I don’t think it’s because of a fear of the future, I think it’s actually because of fear of the past. Whether it’s frustration over things that haven’t.
So Many People Are Scared of Being Hurt (Live Life Happy)