Fangirl problems and I fit all of them. I'm so glad my friends understand, lol she fangirls sometimes so I don't feel too bad. We joke all the time about how we would leave if our crushes had an interest in us.
My friends and I would team up, kill everyone, and then threaten to eat the berries. My tactic would be appearing weak when getting to know other players, then when they try to kill me, they've made a HUGE mistake.
No you should be lucky those are the only "bad" social habits you have. If you think trailing off or mumbling is bad, try stuttering on every single word or laughing way too loud like someone who's actually socially awkward.