Soul, Spirit & Guidance
Still in denial though, hate definitions *So used to the fact you are in me, still having a hard time coping seeing you out...like, are a person, have a body too?! and your eyes bwwwhh *Things my brain don't really gett sometimes OMG how t(w)o handle this shit Ohhhh don't worry, like allwayswe'll meet it when it does my love Wish you(guys) a superday too!!! *Snow here *YAAYfinally sledding Mmmmm yeehafrostynosekissses!!!
Walk out of someones life
I look at you and I feel disgust. I cringe when you touch me. I've lost total respect for you. I don't know if it was the binge drinking, or the lack of self esteem. I can't place my finger on the exact moment I fell out of love with you but I do know I can't waste my time on this anymore.
On seasonless love:
Wish I could go back and tell that pregnant scared mommy of two about to have number three, that just got abandoned by their Daddy(my deadbeat Ex) this...save me years of self hatred and self abuse, blame, shame bec it wasn't me-I kept my vows and loved him so much...he trashed and destroyed me...he was the deceived and destroyer not me...yep this is beautiful✨