How many businesses are you trying to run all at the same time? Does it not make sense to on ONE business? Put all of your energy and time into one passion. Otherwise, it could destroy your credibility.
let it be.let it be. Sometimes in life I have to relearn the same thing over and over before I get it. It's time for me to let it be and move on. Dwelling does nothing but hurt. Time to focus on myself and my family.
The pain will change, hopefully become less raw with time and in distance allow perspective impossible now. For now, care for yourself, those around you and be as kind and patient as you can. This is the best life advice I have to give.