I`m just sad because I really like you, more than I`ve liked anyone in a long time. Tonight I got slapped in the face with the reality that I`ll never be able to call you mine and that it isn`t a very big deal to you.
You made me feel just like the rest of them did. Completely worthless and undeserving. I truly thought you were different and would never hurt me like that! I guess that I thought wrong. It's not the only time I've thought wrong. Oh well.