Never depend on someone else to make you happy. Only God can make you happy! Create yourself a full, happy life, seeking God and finding hobbies and ways to express your gifts, and your man will be included in your happiness, a gift from God.
There's a good passivity in life, one you learn to exercise with time. If people want you in their life, after you've shown and done your part, they will make it clear to you. Simplicity is always an active positive ingredient in human relationships.
An unresolved past, hurts the most and takes the longest to heal from. I have learned that everyday is is a new day, one more step closer to letting go of the past. When you are broken it is okay to take the time you need to heal
“You either like me or you don’t. It took me twenty-something years to learn how to love myself, I don’t have that kinda time to convince somebody else.” — Daniel Franzese Some good truth but perhaps wrong attitude.