you are your selfish years. old enough to make the right decisions and young enough to make the wrong ones. be selfish with your time - travel, explore, fall in and out of love, be ridiculous and silly, stupid and wild. be 20 something.
But what happens when they leave? I got lost in you for hours on end day after day. Then one day it was over (not by either of our choices)
you can spend minutes hours days weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation trying to put the pieces together justifying what could've would've happened or you can leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on!