He's going to be sorry he lost you. so stop worrying, forget the past, forget the pain, and remember what an incredible woman you are. You do that and he will realize what he lost! I LOVE the wedding date!
I have had to end friendships/relationships, not only for myself, but for my daughters as well. All these people cared about was themselves. I had to let them go as it was the only way to gain a sense of myself and redefine who I was.