Getting on the edge when God starts dealing. When we feel we're picked on God is trying to use us so he breaks us to mold us His ways. When He start pruning its time to get ready because he's preparing us to be His master piece.
It was a surreal period in time. No one can even try to imagine what it is like until they also are forced to endure it. This day for me as 23 years ago on May still feels wrong that my dad died that many years ago.
You are allowed to terminate your relationship with toxic family members. You are allowed to walk away from people who hurt you. You are allowed to be angry & selfish & unforgiving & don't owe anyone an explanation for taking care of you.