The saddest kind of sad is when your tears can't even drop and you feel nothing it's the world has just ended. exactly how I felt the day my parents died.hard to understand that feeling unless you've experienced it.
I hope that some day you see the damage you've done to the people around you but considering you are a narcissistic sociopath, it won't be any time soon. your children will suffer a life time because of your selfish decisions.
Sorry works when a mistake is made, but not when trust is broken. So in life, make mistakes but never break trust. Forgiving a mistake is easy, but forgetting and trusting again is sometimes impossible. - You broke the implied trust that