Someone I once loved beyond measure told me when a great sadness was heavy on my heart, "you make your own sunshine." She was absolutely right and though she no longer is the keeper of my heart, I remember her words and let the sun shine through me!
"You will never be completely at home again, because part of your heart will always be elsewhere. That is the price you pay for the richness of loving and knowing people in more than one place." Think this is so true since I met my friends in Canada :)