Now, i remeber posting this last year, but last year, compared to this year was NOT AS DIFFERENT at all. It was only GG and my immaturness last LAST year. Then around this time last year i started talking to them and HIM. And well, yeah. This year.
I find memory can be a beautiful thing yet a curse. It holds precious things from your past, victories, happiness, etc. But it can also hold your failures and things that have hurt you. Keep the good memories close and forget the bad ones.