If they know that they are doing something that is going to hurt you and they do it anyways, it shows how awful of a person they are.... even if they don't expect you to find out. Like they say: The same mistake can't be made more than once, after that it is a choice. Done with them for good! :)
Kelty, this quote is the truth. I know it is hard to face each day but you do have a reason to be here and you are someone`s reason to smile. Everyone in your life loves you and they want to see you get better.