I sit against on the floor and cry for what I was about to do. I put the gun to the side of my temple with a quavering lip, "I love you Dean." Was the last thing I said before I pulled the trigger. I guess Dean heard the sound and ran up to my bathroom. The gun had misfired and the bullet hit the wall and I threw the gun away from me. I heard Dean's feet knowing he had heard the sound and cried again. "Abigail!" I heard him yell and run into my room. I had one had on my face as I cried.