Im on a that high chair in hab in front of pc,I ve got tears in my eyes as it happens sometimes so just sitting trying not to break down,I`m not sad or anything,just always holding this stupid tears when i start to miss you,its pissing me off as someone can easily spot that ,feeling stupid af,always missing you,always thinking about you,breaking,recovering,feeling like shit,I can tap into this energies of gravesones of lovers and think how much time I wasted ,and see things in different perspect